Hi mummy. Everyone, i am proud to say to the world that she is my mum. Eventhough sometimes we are not in good terms, but you, have been the one that grow me up and brought me into this world. You worked hard trying to support the family and encouraging your childrens in their studies. Yes i may be stubborn and go against you, but sometimes i just think that i’m big enough to make my own decisions. Yes, your decisions are always right but sometimes my life, my decisions, my future is in my hands :) you may not be like the other mothers out there, but you will always be my one and only mum. Even when at times the house went insane, quarrel with dad or fights with the children. You know you will always have me fighting for you, fighting to see you smile, fighting to protect the family. I love you and nothing else in this world matters. My love is bigger than the galaxy. I am sorry for all of my mischief. My wrong doings. Honestly, i’m afraid of losing you. I am. I just didn’t show it, but deep down, i am. I’m sorry for all of the tears shed for me. I am sorry for being a bad daughter. But i made a promise remember? I made a promise that i’ll try to improve myself and be a good daughter? Yeah. I’m still trying and giving my best. Lastly, happy mother’s day, i love you. Eventhough you won’t accept it that i’m celebrating mother’s day.
Hello. Saw those 4 boys? Yeah. They are always there for me. The first boy, Rafiq. Second, Azfar. Third, Janone. Fourth, Azhar. Guy friends are the bomb. They’re cool, hilarious, fun to hang out with, no awkwardness.
Them. I see them as my fireman. Wanna know why? Well, at times when i’m in trouble. They’re there, like in a split second. Amazing isn’t it? They protect me like they protect their life. They make jokes to make me laugh. They gave me advices, they make me laugh when i’m crying. Even if i only known them for two years going three(still counting) i still feel like they were there from the start. I don’t know why when i’m close with my girl-the-friends. They tend to leave. One by one. But these four amazing boys doesn’t. They stayed through my thick and thin. They understand me more than i could understand myself. Even if i couldn’t put any words to explain or say, they just knew it. it’s like they are me.
I can never imagine myself without them. What would i be without them? Probably back to the normal me you guys know. The quiet type. In her own world. But with these boys, i feel like no insecurity. They never make me feel insecure(well, sometimes) I love them. I really do. When i meant love, i meant i love them as my bestfriends. Friendship. Separation kills. Yes, they’re separated from me, eversince we changed class. But somehow, they’re still there. I still have a lot of other friends, even when they’re not close with me. They were there, still talking to me unlike some:’( some just left. Lastly, i need to go. but before i end this.
Thanks guys for staying with me through my up and down. My shits and stuff. Thanks to awesometwo-s who were there for me. Thanks to atyqah, farra, cytra, fyqah who are still here for me. Thanks to God for sending me four awesome guys that i knew i can count on. Even if people judge me for be-friending with guys, my friendship with them will never break. Insyaallah.
Syiirah.
I’m a Bradford bad boy yo. Wearing labels, breaking tables. Ma twitter icon is a sick pic, cos DJ Malik is on Picnik.
